Toronto Con, TVD, Haven.

[x5vale]

Hi all,

how are you doing?

-I'm busy at work, plus my Dad is going through back surgery tomorrow and I am a litte worried. I might be away from LJ for a couples of day.

-I didn't follow the Toronto Con, but I saw some pics and Jensen looked pretty awesome. Do you know if something interesting has been said?

More info about the Con at SPN Wiki.

-This week is the THE VAMPIRE DIARIES premiere week. I was really excited about this new season, but some spoilers about the issues between the brothers have ticked me off a bit. Plus the triangle has to be over soon.

-Time to talk about Haven!!!

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I loved the episode. It was a very angsty one. I liked how Audrey tried to protect everyone she loves, but the martyr card is something it's not going to work.
Audrey has pushed away Nathan and ticked off Duke. She is alone now and being alone doesn't help when you think you are going to vanish in 46 days.

Audrey/Nathan
I get she wants to protect him because she loves him and every man she has loved has been in danger because of her. This is what she thinks. But...this is an assumption. She thinks Lucy was in love with the Colorado Kid, but she doesn't know anything about Sarah. So she is not even fighting for her and Nathan. The saddest thing is that everything she is doing to protect him, will backfire on her and will put Nathan in danger.
Nathan is not going to stop. He will work on his own to find a solution and save Audrey. He will put himself in danger.
How is she going to react then? Will she be able to fix their relationship? I am positive about it, because she basically admitted she is in love with him and Nathan acted out of anger and frustration, but he loves Audrey and won't let her be alone for too long.

Can we talk about #hisfacethough? He broke me on so many levels in this shot.


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You can feel his pain. Sad thing that she hurt the only part of him that can feel. This is tragic, in a way, but also so very interesting and romantic, tragically romantic.

As for Duke, I totally disliked how Audrey pushed him over the edge and made him do what he didn't want to do. As Nathan, Duke is in an impossible position too. He can never win. This whole "I am special" thing is going to destroy his relationship with Nathan, because Nathan is never going to trust him. Not at this point.

The vibe I am getting is that the three of them will be torn apart for a while, then will have to come back together once they realize they are on the same side.
Things have to get worse before they can get better...it will be an angsty ride.

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Nathan and Audery

[(Anonymous)]

Is going to be so interessting how epiosde 4- They have really done a good job to get the fan were angsty and take part.

Re: Nathan and Audery

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Can I ask who you are?

Btw I agree with you. I can't wait for episode 4 :)

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

Right?! Gods...I love Duke. No matter how shitty Nathan is towards him, he is always forgiving of that. And he totally ships Audrey/Nathan.

Duke broke me at the end. My heart ached so badly for him!! Ohh, Duke...I LOVE YOU.

*SOBS*

Have a good week, sweetness - good luck to your Dad and take care of you, okay?

*LOVES*

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

I think Nathan has his reasons to be mad at him. I can't blame him.

Anyway I love both of them.

Thank you honey.

[metallidean-grl.livejournal.com]

I agree, this whole pushing away to protect you is just crap. You have a limited amount of time together, enjoy it while you can. Besides, is Audrey sure she will disappear in 46 days, just because of what Duke found out? Maybe if the situation is changed or something is different it will keep Audrey from disappearing. She should be working together with them to try to find a way out of this. Not suffering her fate alone.

As for Audrey pushing Duke into doing something he didn't want to do - yea, I didn't care for that either. That was a really low blow. Duke firmly stated he didn't want to go down that path and now he has started Will he be able to refrain from doing it anymore?

Best wishes and prayers for your dad. I hope he comes out of his surgery with flying colors. Take care.

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

You know being alone makes her weaker, not stronger then vanishing leaving Nathan with the idea that you didn't care for him? Cruel.

She can't surrender like that. It's not the Audrey I love.

I loathed what she did to Duke honestly. The guy is totally screwed now.

Thank you hon.

[prettybutt.livejournal.com]

hey bb! I didn't know you were on lj..i really should do a reaction post myself--will my lazy ever end? Anyways, Nathan absolutely shredded my insides--duke too (OMG eric was so amazing)--and in the end it made Audrey kind of look like a turd..not to be blunt, but she was so awful to Duke--at least with Nathan she was on the protection thing. idk..what do u think?

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Added you back! yay!!! First I want to snag all your fanart. You are amazing at it :)

I hope you don't mind if I used one of your gif in my sidebar.

I agree with you. Nathan broke me and Audrey too, because you know she chose to push him away and she is hurting so badly I want to hug her and tell her that everything will be ok and her and Nathan will be happy ever after.

I want to hug Nathan too.

I agree, she was kinda mean to Duke. She used him forcing him to become what he didn't want to become. IDK, it's like Audrey was acting a little OOC. I think maybe it's because she needs more time to figure everything out.

Anyway I want her to fight for her life and for Nathan. I am with him and Duke, she is not eve dn trying to fight Fate. she is just waiting for it.

I guess both the boys will work to find a way to take her with them.

[prettybutt.livejournal.com]

i love staring at haven in photoshop ;)

you can use anything anywhere bb. Audrey was acting irrational like she was in business as usual before Nathan settled her down with his general handsomeness/awesomeness. I think she will come around, but I just hope that was the worst of it. Too much angst makes me sad.

ita, she needs to snap out of it and fight--i think nathan is taking her not wanting to fight as a slight against him/the possibility of them as well. I am sure she will realize soon that she needs to start fighting to beat the hunter.

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Thank you!!!

I might start to use PS again and making fanart on my own. I feel inspired by hisfacethough :)

Which verison of PS do you use?

I agree, even in that episode she was a little all over the place. I guess Nathan is the one who keeps her grounded.

I love the angst, I think we will see a little bit more, but yes it makes me sad too. You know N/A has to be the endgame but if they won't, I want it to be because Audrey has to go away but they come clean about their feelings first or because they both fall for someone else and not because they love each other, but the events keep them apart and tehy don't talk.

I think that Nathan was taking Audrey not wanting to fight a little to personal too. I think he thought he was a pretty huge reason for her to fight and he can't see why she is pushing him away. He can't see that she is doing because she is in love with him and wants to protect him. I hope he realizes it soon, get back to her and force her to talk...then they make love and eat alot of pancakes. LOL!

[kultiras.livejournal.com]

I'm sending positive thoughts for your dad and his back surgery.

If he doesn't have one already, I really recommend getting your dad a reacher/grabber. You can get them at most health stores in the US, and I think they're pretty common globally too. (it's like this: example of a reacher)

My dad still isn't allowed to bend at the waist, 4 months after surgery, so he uses this to pick up everything from fallen pens to shoes. So we actually have one downstairs and one upstairs.

*hugs*

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much.

I appreciate the thoughts and your advice. If he needs one, we will buy it :)

[dóris bennington (from livejournal.com)]

This episode was completely heartbreaking. I was watching it again today and you can notice that Audrey is about to cry all the time. The look in her eyes is so sad. I can't help but bow for Emily's acting, she is doing very good with the change of her character. In the first season she was very good humored, they were always making jokes, which changed a little in the second season, but the lightness was still there. In this third season, things are completely different. There are no jokes, no light moments. Duke tried to do it in the last episode a little, but I guess he won't anymore, right?
I can't help but feel a little angry towards Audrey. She thinks she is doing something very smart, but actually she is assuming some things that weren't really revealed (the colorado kid's death is still unknown). And pushing Nathan away is wasting her time and her energy. Time and energy she should be wasting trying to uncover the mystery of the colorado kid, along with Nathan (and maybe Duke).
I can't deal with my feelings this season, they are trying to kill me!!! Seriously, I've dreaming a lot about Haven. Is this normal?
Anyway, I really don't know what that shrink is doing there! Why does she talk like she's trying to seduce everyone? She whispers and does that whore face. I am glad she exists (she's Audrey's bff now), but honestly she should be more... normal.
I think that's all lol sorry about that.

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Yes she was drained and destroyed but her wn actions and decisions. I think Audrey doesn't like herself very much right now.
I appreciated she talked to Claire because she needed some kind of comfort.

This season is darker. All the characters are darker, even Duke and Nathan is also more resoluted and determined. I see him trying to resolve the mistery and keeping Audrey in Haven. I see him going darkside for this reason and to act like he was not thinking to be capable of.

I agree, Audrey is wasting her time and she hasn't much.

It is! When something (a book, a character, a story) gets under your skin, you keep thinking about it 24/7. You are not alone. That's why is good to have someone to chat with.

About the shrink, well her acting is a little over the top but I guess it's intentional. She has to be the opposite of Audrey I guess.

Feel free to come and talk whenever you like.

[oanaspn.livejournal.com]

Hi darling:). I don't watch Haven and i didn't watched TorCon. The only thing that i saw about it was an animation about a fan asking Jensen something about what was the craziest thing a fan did for getting his attention. http://www.tumblr.com/reblog/33115486599/9xqzgUnO?redirect_to=http%3A%2F%2Fnueva-spn.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F33115486599%2Fmooseandtiger-x..
And some nice pics and that's kinda it http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbkc7ozpyB1qc3759o1_500.jpg
And I don't know, it's like there's a lot of cons, and i got fed up with them a little bit, and i,m not as excited as i was before (i never thought i was going to say this about spn:))). Especially considering that it's kinda nice to see and read about other fans experiences, but at the same time for me it's kinda sad knowing that i'll never get to meet Jensen in person,so yeah. Please excuse the long rant,i don't know what came over me:). Good luck for your dad, hope he'll be ok, take care

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the links hon. I agree with you about the cons. I have lost interest in them some years ago.

Feel free to rant whenever you like sweetie :)

thanks!

[florencia7.livejournal.com]

*sending lots of warm & positive thoughts your and your dad's way*

♥!

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Awww so sweet of you.

PLUS PREMIERE WEEK!

[florencia7.livejournal.com]

I'm actually trying not to think about the premiere. All these spoilers are torturing me way too much! lol

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean :)

[pinkphoenix1985.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Good luck with your dad's surgery and I hope that he makes a speedy recovery.

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Thank you honey.

[keli]

I totally feel the same way you do about the episode. I don't know what Audrey is doing. She is not acting like herself, she is quitting! She's not a quitter she's a fighter. I hope she finds that fight soon. I felt soooo bad for Nathan and I felt bad for Duke too. That episode broke my heart!

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

I agree. She is a fighter. She needs react and change her fate. I think she can.

[(Anonymous)]

I think Audrey's going to need a good kick in the bottom to realize pushing him away to protect him isn't going to protect him and it's just going to make both of them miserable. - Erin

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Perfect statement. YOu are right Erin, she needs to realize they are ENDGAME...no matter how apart they will be torn this season. They just are.

[goblie.livejournal.com]

Hi lovely,

I just wanted to pop in and say I'm sending lots of luck and good, healthy vibes to your father and all of you. I hope the surgery goes really well and he makes a very quick, uneventful recovery.

*HUGS*

Thinking of you guys and sending my love.

[x5vale.livejournal.com]

Thank you sweetie.

Hope you are doing well.