And now to Dean (and Cas). As you know for a long time i don't care about sam and wish Dean would be able to live without spending every hour of his life cleaning after sam's mess. So i'll try not mention him again. Cas otoh is a really different story. I agree some cas fans can be annoying but cas isn't his fans. We talked about cas' situation before and i get it how much disappointed you can be about betrayal cas did. I am too. For me the difference is that cas not only not denying that what he did was wrong, that he deserves to die, he also still gets Dean, even not being himself (yes, let's talk about crazyCas!) he managed to understand Dean's situation with depth and compassion. He admitted that Dean was right and he felt bad about what he did. it's not an excuse and it's not something you can easily forget and forgive but it's a start. I have no idea what they plan for Cas in s8 but i hope they won't blame Dean for cas' mistakes cause i believe cas is strong enough of a character to be responsible for what he did. He doesn't need whitewashing.
As for angst that's what i told you before many times - for me Dean ending up on the road till he dies it's a pay off he deserves. he is a hunter, no, he is The Hunter and i don't want him to stop but as you said (ITA!) he has to find some balance in his life, some harbour to stay and rest and feel good about his life again. I don't tell white-picket shit but something close to family. a home, something Dean was always dreaming of. He needs it, without it he wont last long and i wish a long and happy life for Dean. Having that will help Dean to finally overcome the bounds John put him in a long time ago. It'll let him to grow as a person and be a better man (not that he isn't a good man right now of course). That personal journey i'm hoping for for Dean is my angst. Cause Dean is very capable of changes and is good enough and strong enough to make them and grow over his issues. This show needs just let him. That's why i'm fearing and anticipating this new season of spn. Cuase it has a lot of potential. Sadle on of said potentials can be to ruin Dean's sl again :/ But i don't want to harsg my own squee not watching even the premeire so i'm willing to wait and see *fingers crossed*
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Date: 2012-10-01 09:54 pm (UTC)As you know for a long time i don't care about sam and wish Dean would be able to live without spending every hour of his life cleaning after sam's mess. So i'll try not mention him again.
Cas otoh is a really different story. I agree some cas fans can be annoying but cas isn't his fans.
We talked about cas' situation before and i get it how much disappointed you can be about betrayal cas did. I am too.
For me the difference is that cas not only not denying that what he did was wrong, that he deserves to die, he also still gets Dean, even not being himself (yes, let's talk about crazyCas!) he managed to understand Dean's situation with depth and compassion. He admitted that Dean was right and he felt bad about what he did. it's not an excuse and it's not something you can easily forget and forgive but it's a start.
I have no idea what they plan for Cas in s8 but i hope they won't blame Dean for cas' mistakes cause i believe cas is strong enough of a character to be responsible for what he did. He doesn't need whitewashing.
As for angst that's what i told you before many times - for me Dean ending up on the road till he dies it's a pay off he deserves. he is a hunter, no, he is The Hunter and i don't want him to stop but as you said (ITA!) he has to find some balance in his life, some harbour to stay and rest and feel good about his life again. I don't tell white-picket shit but something close to family. a home, something Dean was always dreaming of.
He needs it, without it he wont last long and i wish a long and happy life for Dean.
Having that will help Dean to finally overcome the bounds John put him in a long time ago. It'll let him to grow as a person and be a better man (not that he isn't a good man right now of course).
That personal journey i'm hoping for for Dean is my angst. Cause Dean is very capable of changes and is good enough and strong enough to make them and grow over his issues. This show needs just let him.
That's why i'm fearing and anticipating this new season of spn. Cuase it has a lot of potential. Sadle on of said potentials can be to ruin Dean's sl again :/ But i don't want to harsg my own squee not watching even the premeire so i'm willing to wait and see *fingers crossed*